dear death

dear death.
+++++++++
I spend an inordinate
amount
of time considering my
end.

but how often does
death
consider me?

perhaps he views me
as
a friend?

(and thinks my jokes
are funny.)

dear death i like you
do you like me?

circle yes/no/or
maybe.

(now the crowd laughs
hysterically.)

sometimes i feel
like
an Asshole Ghost,
Haunting Himself

because no one else
will;

and I spend hours
contemplating what
hurts the most,

the time I waste,
or Kill?

dear death i hate
you do you hate me?

circle yes/no/or
probably.

(now
the crowd grows
still.)

j.s.h.